Most would think that once you have been through something once it will be much easier to go through again. Hell, I even had that expectation. But I think I was only trying to fool myself. I keep trying to tell myself I cannot let this consume me like it did. And in a sense,… Read More Worries and Fears this time around
Well I am behind on my updates for this cycle but it has been a weird one. So I had my cycle start on the same day as my negative beta but since it was not full blown the doctor wanted to count CD1 as the following day which was April 5th. He changed my meds… Read More CD14 Update
Well on Tuesday morning, 6w2d (6 weeks, 2 days) we went in for our first ultrasound. They were having problems finding my uterus vaginally so they had to do the abdominal ultrasound. Due to all of the issues we were having we did not get to see a heartbeat. This concerns me. Everything else looked… Read More First Ultrasound
2 years, 9 months and 15 days 33 months 145 weeks 1,019 days 24,456 hours That is how long our journey has been and how long it has taken us to get to this point. And still counting. Honestly, I never thought in my wildest dreams that we would be here. IUI # 2 WORKED!! YAY!!… Read More IUI Success! I can’t believe this!
Meme above is for me! How stupid was I to think this would actually work the first time? Well, let’s just say pretty stupid. I started out the TWW with a lot of calm and serene thoughts. I told myself that it most likely would not work, as this is our first time trying this.… Read More IUI 1…..TOTAL FAIL!
So this morning I went in for my CD12 ultrasound and blood work. They usually start with the right ovary and it wasn’t looking good. I was beginning to have a minor silent freak out because my almost 14mm follie that we saw on Monday was no longer there. I was worried they were going… Read More CD12, On our Way
Today would technically be CD16 but since I kind of started over with the letrozole I guess it’s technically only CD9. Whatever, I don’t even know anymore so not really sure why I am still counting. I guess I just want some feeling of control. That’s been my biggest struggle with this is I feel… Read More CD16, or CD9, who knows anymore!!
Correction, tomorrow is one of the big days. Well I started my cycle last Sunday, on Easter. Easter day turned out to be one of the worst days both my husband and I have had in a long time, and it sure didn’t help that I had AF show her ugly face. We had some… Read More CD6 here. Tomorrow is the big day.
So I received a phone call from my nurse, E yesterday stating that the CD3 blood work they had sent off to my lab came back. Everything seemed normal except for one test. I prefer not to say what it is because it is scary and life changing. E believes I will be just fine and the additional testing will… Read More CD3 Bloodwork Results
Well the bitch showed up on her own again, for the second month in a row! I must say I am happy to have her come on her own as much as I wish I was pregnant I am still happy she is here on her own free will. She even managed to let me… Read More CD3 Baseline U/S and Blood