So our IUI failed. I knew it was a failure by this past Saturday when I tested at 10dpiui and it was negative. I tried to convince myself I had seen a slight line but it wasn’t really there. I stopped my progesterone on Tuesday by not taking my nightly pill. I went in yesterday,… Read More Cycle 5 here we come!
Well I haven’t updated in a while as things have been very busy. My 3rd timed intercourse cycle failed and we decided to move back to IUI. I started my cycle on June 5th as CD1 and now today, June 20th was CD16 and we did our IUI this morning! This month Dr. S started… Read More Cycle 4, IUI #1
Well today marks CD12 of cycle #3 of timed intercourse. I am not hopeful that this will work. I am pretty sure my CM is creating a hostile environment for the sperm and killing them off. I honestly have always believed I have this issue. I finally asked Dr. S about doing a post-coital test… Read More CD12 Update…Here we are again
Most would think that once you have been through something once it will be much easier to go through again. Hell, I even had that expectation. But I think I was only trying to fool myself. I keep trying to tell myself I cannot let this consume me like it did. And in a sense,… Read More Worries and Fears this time around
Well I am behind on my updates for this cycle but it has been a weird one. So I had my cycle start on the same day as my negative beta but since it was not full blown the doctor wanted to count CD1 as the following day which was April 5th. He changed my meds… Read More CD14 Update
Well, here we go. This is the blog post I have dreaded to type for over a year. I am going to sum things up the best that I can. Or maybe I won’t. I don’t really know. I think writing this will also help with my healing process. Although there are some things I… Read More Jaxon’s NICU Journey
Well, I am back. I am really hoping to stay this time and post again more frequently. It has been almost a year since my last post. To be honest, I could not bring myself to finish my last blog as that would entail information about my son’s NICU journey which I still have ptsd… Read More Here I am, back again!
Wow, I cannot believe my last blog post was in August. That is insane! So what has been going on you ask? A lot. Sorry to leave everyone in the dark for so long. So let me take you back to August. We had our gender reveal party on August 14th. We were both hoping… Read More I’m back!!
Yesterday, June 28th was our follow up ultrasound. I was 7w2d and I was really nervous. I have been on pins and needles since last Tuesday’s appointment. I was worried to death that since we had yet to hear the heartbeat, that there was not going to be one. I know, be positive you say,… Read More Heartbeat=The best sound in the WORLD!
Well on Tuesday morning, 6w2d (6 weeks, 2 days) we went in for our first ultrasound. They were having problems finding my uterus vaginally so they had to do the abdominal ultrasound. Due to all of the issues we were having we did not get to see a heartbeat. This concerns me. Everything else looked… Read More First Ultrasound