August 19th was 5 years since I was first officially diagnosed with PCOS. 5 years battling infertility. And my fight is still not over. Not sure if it will ever be. August 19, 2013 I went to planned parenthood because I did not have any health insurance at the time and had not had… Read More 5 Long Years!
Well I haven’t posted in awhile because a lot has been going on in my life. We ended up having our Cycle 5 IUI #2 on July 22nd. I had high hopes and felt like the stars had aligned. It was the first cycle where I had one egg these past 5 months. I was… Read More Update to Cycle 5
So our IUI failed. I knew it was a failure by this past Saturday when I tested at 10dpiui and it was negative. I tried to convince myself I had seen a slight line but it wasn’t really there. I stopped my progesterone on Tuesday by not taking my nightly pill. I went in yesterday,… Read More Cycle 5 here we come!
Most would think that once you have been through something once it will be much easier to go through again. Hell, I even had that expectation. But I think I was only trying to fool myself. I keep trying to tell myself I cannot let this consume me like it did. And in a sense,… Read More Worries and Fears this time around
Well, here we go. This is the blog post I have dreaded to type for over a year. I am going to sum things up the best that I can. Or maybe I won’t. I don’t really know. I think writing this will also help with my healing process. Although there are some things I… Read More Jaxon’s NICU Journey
Wow, I cannot believe my last blog post was in August. That is insane! So what has been going on you ask? A lot. Sorry to leave everyone in the dark for so long. So let me take you back to August. We had our gender reveal party on August 14th. We were both hoping… Read More I’m back!!