Well today marks CD12 of cycle #3 of timed intercourse. I am not hopeful that this will work. I am pretty sure my CM is creating a hostile environment for the sperm and killing them off. I honestly have always believed I have this issue. I finally asked Dr. S about doing a post-coital test… Read More CD12 Update…Here we are again
Most would think that once you have been through something once it will be much easier to go through again. Hell, I even had that expectation. But I think I was only trying to fool myself. I keep trying to tell myself I cannot let this consume me like it did. And in a sense,… Read More Worries and Fears this time around
Well I am behind on my updates for this cycle but it has been a weird one. So I had my cycle start on the same day as my negative beta but since it was not full blown the doctor wanted to count CD1 as the following day which was April 5th. He changed my meds… Read More CD14 Update
Wow, it sure has been quit a few weeks since I last wrote. Things have been busy getting ready for our gender reveal party on the 14th of this month. We made our facebook announcement on July 8th as I could not wait any longer. I have no patience. Everyone, or almost everyone was incredibly… Read More Back in General Population
Well on Tuesday morning, 6w2d (6 weeks, 2 days) we went in for our first ultrasound. They were having problems finding my uterus vaginally so they had to do the abdominal ultrasound. Due to all of the issues we were having we did not get to see a heartbeat. This concerns me. Everything else looked… Read More First Ultrasound
Wow, it’s been over two weeks since I last posted. I am slacking. There has not been a lot to report so I figured I would save it all for this post. To update on a few things, I am currently off all of my herbal supplements from Dr. John. I believe they truly helped… Read More IUI take 2!
Meme above is for me! How stupid was I to think this would actually work the first time? Well, let’s just say pretty stupid. I started out the TWW with a lot of calm and serene thoughts. I told myself that it most likely would not work, as this is our first time trying this.… Read More IUI 1…..TOTAL FAIL!
So this morning I went in for my CD12 ultrasound and blood work. They usually start with the right ovary and it wasn’t looking good. I was beginning to have a minor silent freak out because my almost 14mm follie that we saw on Monday was no longer there. I was worried they were going… Read More CD12, On our Way
Today would technically be CD16 but since I kind of started over with the letrozole I guess it’s technically only CD9. Whatever, I don’t even know anymore so not really sure why I am still counting. I guess I just want some feeling of control. That’s been my biggest struggle with this is I feel… Read More CD16, or CD9, who knows anymore!!
Well yesterday was CD10. I went in for my blood work and ultrasound and it did not go so well. First they kept ma waiting much longer than usual, then the doctor came in the room with another lady who is in training to work at their practice. So she performed my ultrasound and he had… Read More CD10 Update, err CD3