Most would think that once you have been through something once it will be much easier to go through again. Hell, I even had that expectation. But I think I was only trying to fool myself. I keep trying to tell myself I cannot let this consume me like it did. And in a sense,… Read More Worries and Fears this time around
Well I am behind on my updates for this cycle but it has been a weird one. So I had my cycle start on the same day as my negative beta but since it was not full blown the doctor wanted to count CD1 as the following day which was April 5th. He changed my meds… Read More CD14 Update
Well, here we go. This is the blog post I have dreaded to type for over a year. I am going to sum things up the best that I can. Or maybe I won’t. I don’t really know. I think writing this will also help with my healing process. Although there are some things I… Read More Jaxon’s NICU Journey
Well, I am back. I am really hoping to stay this time and post again more frequently. It has been almost a year since my last post. To be honest, I could not bring myself to finish my last blog as that would entail information about my son’s NICU journey which I still have ptsd… Read More Here I am, back again!